I don't like being angry. I don't like being an angry person. But also my CPTSD healing is teaching me that my anger isn't something to be ashamed of either. It's a way of staying safe, of recognizing when my boundaries are being crossed. And oh boy have they been crossed.
This is fascinating. I was originally diagnosed with rapid cycling treatment resistant bipolar 2 and BPD. In 2020 I was diagnosed autistic and ADHD with the clinician telling me that she thinks I have cptsd but not the original bp2 and BPD. This questions that.
cptsd confirmed lets gooo
i mean it's not like cptsd manager didnt play into it, she showed him a tat that went down to her pussy and flirted with him all the time and like he treated her better for it so she'd be dumb not to. idk. dont eat at restaurants, those places are evil and make world a worse place
Talking of her courage. The bit where she goes into that rough bar alone (he's outside). I grew up in poor, deprived & frankly violent areas & I know those bars & what can happen in them. When she walked in there, I had (fuck you, cptsd) an actual flight response. So courage? Omfg💜
i need to catch a break. my anxiety is really bad (not as bad as before i started the SSRI, thankfully, but still not great), my cptsd is out of control, i am stressed beyond belief. i want to cry because there are so many things happening all at once and i am Overwhelmed
real talk has anyone ever recovered from autistic burnout cause i def hit mine in 2012 and i have not recovered (though i guess cptsd may play a role in that)
(she was special forces mixed race cptsd specialist who would not have a problem telling a right-wing militant brick brained loser that he was a right wing militant brick brained loser, and got complained off the staff of my service)
41. If we're still alive My regrets are few If my life is mine What shouldn't I do? With CPTSD healing and divorce this year, again, a lot of my musical draw lately is songs about retaking my life by the reins. youtu.be/ZoK63Bk7pgw?...
YouTube video by dustycool66
If you see this, post ghosts Specifically, a Gou-st, or in other words, Dan Hibiki's CPTSD/guilt delusions from psychosis and ocd crossover hallucination nightmares I like the concept of yurei gou, I like drawing dead gou as a terrifying vengeful ghost