there are good things out there, my life is more than doing increasing and increasingly complex tasks for someone else’s convenience. (At least part why I’m this fucked up; for 18 years that WAS life, it’s very hard to not see those cues while stressed and not wholly retain that worldview.) 2/2
The way I resolved passive suicidality a while back is the thing I’m trying to remember now; there’s no duality (the Buddha always turns out to be smarter than me about this stuff) so things WOULD be much easier if there was an aneurysm, massive heart attack, semi with bad brakes etc AND 1/2
dear tmobile FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU I can't use your phone system I can't email you what good are you
I think I was listening to Horner soundtracks while stoned. I think.
Thank you! (I posted *what* last night while I was stoned?)
BUYIN' BREAD FROM A MAN FROM BELGIUM HE WAS 6'4" AND FULL OF THICK CUM I SAID DO YOU SPEAKA MY LANGUAGE HE JUST SMILED AND MADE ME A VEGEMITE™️ SANDWICH
is it time for another Schostakovich reference?
Thank you!
AD: Got congestion? You've probably got excess mucus! ME (very stoned): Hail, Gaius Excess Mucus! MORITURI TE SALUTANT!
youtu.be/XxO6Rz4ADKI?... WHOOAAAAA the awesome bits start around 6:12 gonna finish listening to Til and then I'll listen to more Gnome and then I'll listen to more Sibelius, which I'm sure the entire internet really needed to know.
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