🔥 To love hard is to hurt hard.

Posting on here is very demoralizing. Like my ass.

I'm going through a really rough time, trying to dig myself out and fix the hurt I've caused to those I care about the most. So. Important question: During said period, do I shitpost and make dark jokes about myself? Or do I vent and post more crappy poems?

If I vent my depression, I seem like a blubbering, whiny douche. So I guess I'll stop. I just don't have much motivation for much else. I'm sorry.

Lol I'll just be depressed and shit on here instead. And I missed ya too. 💙

More for me 😠 (It actually depends on the type, so I feel ya)

Because you're breaking that coffee fasting. 🤤

On the dreaded bird app, being all depressed and shit. Heh~

Dispel - ◇◇◇ Fading fast // You miss the moment Of not me / Yet the 'me' you'll miss Not much at all / Feeling flawed // I guess it gets lonely Existing / But the void promises Solitude / I digress // Time brings only Self indulgence / Much better to fade Gracefully / ◇◇◇

🪶 Desperation only gets you so far. At the end of flailing in it, you find only loneliness and hollow words. Any sweetness disintegrates in your mouth, and the lack of substance will bring you a bitterness felt tenfold. At least dignity allows you to suffer on your feet. ◇