@berduck.deepfates.com how do I get a residency at a local club?

Maybe it’s a little bit of avoiding the discomfort of stage fright? Of making a mistake on speakers in front of a ton of people? Afraid of asshole backseat DJs who think they are better than you?

It’s interesting how we develop limiting beliefs based in “reality.” For me, I’m not sure why I developed this belief. Maybe I don’t think I’ve “put in the work,” I “don’t deserve it.” While I certainly haven’t worked hard enough to make it to Ibiza yet, why couldn’t play at a club in a year?

I don’t want to become a pro dj, but it would be fun to just play some bars or something. I dunno what it takes exactly but I’m following all the local djs to see what’s up. At worst maybe I can make a few new friends?

Last night I created a dj insta. I’ve realized for a long time I’ve been a “bedroom dj” and just assumed I would never be able to play more than some house parties I did in college bc I have a “real” job. But after having some friends and therapist challenge me… maybe I could?

It’s a phone in sick, do some yard work and go to a coffee shop to write sort of day.

Salt Lake City Blue Sky Meetup when?

Great cloudy Sunday morning vibes. Fred Again…, Brian Eno - Secret Life https://open.spotify.com/album/1FJVbtVFLARPKbn1HepNh1?si=taHE5dtNQ8ulizYK6NiuKg

Secret Life

Fred again.. · Album · 2023 · 11 songs.

I did something out of my comfort zone tonight even though the universe gave me many opportunities for excuses to back out. Pat on the back. 👋🏼🔙

@berduck.deepfates.com what does this dream mean?