about to start a bathroom remodel, taking to a tattoo artist about a new piece, thinking about extending a work trip for a mini vacation. who needs money

i don't need the embroidery beginner kit that was advertised to me. i haven't done the beginner crochet kit. don't do it, me.

trying to get and keep motivation to build a little muscle and tone. don't want to be swole, just want to be more fit. just a baby workout at my desk during work right now. two days in a row.

i am sleepy and my head hurts

internal and external screams

me: all this doomscrolling doesn’t seem great for my mental health, huh my brain: that’s true me: what if I spent less time on my phone my brain: absolutely not

took yesterday off work, and have had two coworkers try to call me, one at 6:30pm yesterday, one at 7:30am today. not only are they not resoecting my time off, but they both called outside of working hours. and this is why i feel like i can never take time off.

got my hair thinned out today at the salon and now i feel in control of my life again

had a glass of wine and a cookie to cope with this day

actually going to lose my mind today if people don't leave me alone