I don't know what it is. Soon I will have done every surgery I can, I have good skin, my hair is decent. Maybe I just have bad genes, or I am old after all. My therapist would say I'm so striking I scare people off, but I'm not arrogant enough to believe that.
I wish I could be hot and desirable, somebody people want to flirt with, somebody who can get away with being extra. I don't think I'm that old or ugly. But I can't not feel plain, just barely tolerable, invisible.
dysphoria :// i want a sunken, tapered chest, not just a pinched waist I want to raise the distance between my femoral joints, not to get implants that age awkwardly or fat which atrophies unevenly. plastic surgery has made it easy to be objects, but hard to be female - to finally move on with life
😅 Been there Feels like there's a lot of people out there who are more normie than they realise, it's annoying trying to make friends only to realise "oh person x is quirky and hyper, they're not a weirdo like me at all"
little known fact, burning fossil fuels releases the revenant souls of the damned (trees) to wreak havoc upon us through extreme weather events and other climactic mischief
neurodiversity :( always the extra friend
A colorful painting of an isopod in bright rainbow colors. Acrylics on 11x14 wood panel, 2023. Whether you call them an isopod, woodlouse, pill bug, potato bug, roly poly, or slater, these ubiquitous little arthropods are peaceful and underappreciated little creatures. #art#animals#psychedelic
