hehe i wish i could forget them but they’re waking me up every couple hours

the trauma nightmares are back, again. will this ever end.

i’m feeling kind of overwhelmed now that i’ve landed in dc… just getting away from seattle for a min makes all that has happened feel so much more real.

i guess i’m on bluesky for the immediate future lmao

hmm lots of people are leaving seattle, the network effect is unwinding. maybe i actually do move to DC.

i couldn’t find my life partner meeting up with a horde of neurodivergent men from twitter and i have Big Feelings about that

well i love these girls is the thing. it stresses me out to see them struggle

yeah basically i would say just focus on blocking and tackling until you build enough resources to go for your grander projects. a lot of girls jump straight to trying to change the world and wind up basically homeless.

i hope we get to the point we can afford for all our shaman-types to be ok but we’re not there yet. not even close.

ultimately it’s none of my business but i just worry about them all and want them to be okay. i can help one or two but there are hundreds.