i remember seeing ads and coverage of this game at the time and being like who the fuck is this guy hanging out with iron man
i'm glad this has helped you but i've journaled every day since 2014, i'm working on multiple long-term projects, i try to exercise and eat well and i have a comprehensive project management workflow and i still want to kill myself on a regular basis lol
i don't think i've ever seen a piece of xo manowar merch before
trying to remind myself that it would be weird if i didn't feel completely bereft after a year in which my relationship ended suddenly, i lost my job, and i had to move back to a country i hadn't lived in for almost a decade. just thought i might have recovered by now
yeah i probably never would have if i hadn't been forced to
yeah i think being in NY is reminding me that i have that here but am cut off from it by virtue of being exiled to canada
if a different thing than what happened happened, things would be different from how they are, except they aren't like that in the first place. sad!
remember when the smoke from wildfires hit new york and people were being smug about it like "erm this happened in california a lot and nobody cared" like a. objectively untrue, b. why does everyone have such a fucking chip on their shoulder about NY. grow up
it would be sweet if i could just distract myself with kickboxing all the time but i'm so poor right now that i can't really afford to do that many classes 🫠
i think i gotta start trying meds again and seeing what sticks but with how bad ontario's health care has gotten it could be a year before i can get a psych appointment