i'm glad this has helped you but i've journaled every day since 2014, i'm working on multiple long-term projects, i try to exercise and eat well and i have a comprehensive project management workflow and i still want to kill myself on a regular basis lol

ah yeah that's. difficult 🫥 I apologise for assuming my experience would Hold True for you too, particularly since it *really* hasn't been long for me; all I can really say though is to not give up and never forget what you actually want to achieve