I need a pantsuit and a gun A white pantsuit, with tigerstripes and a loud colourful shirt with matching heels and gold jewlery with emeralds
You can definitely be trans AND a chaser, I've seen that, I've kissed that
Im of the opinion that you gotta pay for the bad in your life with the good you do. Make a mess, clean it up.
I can get how you can become an alcoholic/ket addict, dissasociatives are very moorish. But have you considered putting your foot down, grabbing the wheel and going for a spontaneous walk with some water? Go explore your immediate area, see whats around. It's fun, makes your soul feel whole.
Ive already crashed before, but there wasn't fear in that aftermath, my initial response was "how do I unfuck this fuckup?"
I was speaking to a friend about cars and they spoke about safety... and that really slapped me in the face because I never think about that... I don't have that anxiety in me, and it makes me think am I supposed to? Is that the propper response?
I do hope theres further hights, better goals to meet, i like a reason to flex, a little drive to go all out, thats exciting, thats fun, I feel within my zennith.
As it turns out, 25 years is a long time to live through, and you can absolutely get everything done in that time, which presents the question: what then? Humans can go for 100 years, im set to finish up by 30... its... empty feeling... I said it before but, doing really is living.