you built me up to watch me fall, you have everything and you still want more

I give up, give up, I give up everything, I placed my bets and it's not worth anything

the sweetest torture one could bear

I feel like no one wants me and I hate the way I'm perceived

you called them crazy, God, I hate the way I called 'em crazy too

each time I step outside, it's social suicide

'cause all I ever wanted was to be enough for you

never doubted myself so much like am I pretty? am I fun, boy? I hate that I gave you power over that kinda stuff

unrelentlessly upset

I used to think I was smart, but you made me look so naive