I was drinking and smoking last night (still partake socially) and I’m noticing that I was a lot more touchy than I’ve been but in a good way. I went through a long phase where I was petrified to touch other people - even innocent things like hugs or head scritches

There’s one local babyfur I love who will come up and blow raspberries on my shoulder and I was afraid to reciprocate and play and it felt nice to for once I guess I feel a little more human these days and it’s really sad I lost that for a long time. I don’t think I remember ever having it really.