Are things supposed to get boring? Programming, painting, drawing, gaming, writing, etc. I do it for some time, then it gets INCREDIBLY BORING. Then, back to normal after some time. Maybe I haven't found my "thing" yet. At least I hope so. I'm tired of this. (Credits to @TheMartoon on Twitter)
Trying really hard to find the wiil draw, but it appears that executive dysfunction has me by the balls (and not in the good way). My body won't move. I want to draw, but I simply can't do it. It sucks. Might be because I'm currently in waiting mode for the DRG update tomorrow. Well, anyway...
Every time. Every time I use these straight lines, they end up way more darker (and "weirder"?) than they should. They are not my favorite too. I still want to learn it, but I'm not super inclined to try them again. The trunk came out nice tho. So there's that.
I've finished the book. It was good. I officially recommend The Magic of Recluce. Whatever that means. Drawings are... different. Now that I'm trying to go more by feeling, rather than using what others said is right, they have changed. Not for worse or bad. But... changed. Will experiment more.
It's official. This is a good book. Not only was I wrong, but things took a completely unexpected turn. I'm having Realm of The Elderlings feelings again. I might have found my new obsession. Especially since there are more than 20 books left. The world has color again. At least for 1-2 months.
Seriously, high pattern recognition is the worst, at least for books. Everyone but one single person has a reason to kill the protagonist. It is clear as day to me. The one guy that is his friend is the one trying to kill him. I hate this.
Reading "The Magic Of Recluce" now, and oof, it feels like I'm reading Fitz Chivalry all over again. He wants to know the answers. They give him a book with answers. He doesn't read it. *gets mad for not having answers.* busy at work, not much time to draw. Here is something from 3-4 weeks ago.
Trying to use a bit more of... Me. I'm using too much what I've seen in videos and tutorials. Although it does help, and it does serve a purpose, at some point, you have to see how far you can reach on your own. This might not be my *masterpiece*, but it is Me. And that is good enough for now.
Oh, the things that ADHD focus is able to do. I just finished reading 180 chapters in barely a week. Only because I was really interested in it. If only I could control even just a tiny sliver of that attention/willpower. I would be unstoppable. Anyhow, another drawing. I'm learning as I "fail."
Have you ever seen a bad painting from DaVinci? Picasso? Michelangelo? The works that get displayed are always the great ones, never the lesser, never the "failures." It gives the impression that they only made masterpieces. That is why I post even the worst looking ones. I'm not there, for now.
