at some point im gonna run out of pieces of my soul to sell and then it'll really just be over for me
spent a few days resting and im still dealing with pains fuck it i dont care anymore theres too much work to be done
i don't know if ive ever properly healed emotionally from the past 2-3 years but i'm at a point now where i'm opting to feel nothing and just settle with being able to work like crazy and make people laugh along the way even if its at my own expense its all i know how to do!!!
all i do is inconvenience people with stupid mistakes i wish it would just all be over already
im so tired
ive been trying my best but all of my current methods of income require repetitious motion i feel like i just wind up doing whatever healing rest offers me