and I struggle with the fear of being forgotten due to some very deep emotional scars. Frankly, I just want to do enough and be enough for you guys. I don't want to come across as needy, though, and it's why I've spent a LOT of my weekends mostly *alone* - I haven't wanted to

-bug any of you with it. I just hope that you are doing okay, and I want you to know that even if we don't talk much... I still think and care about you. Like, a lot. 😥 I hope to be able to find some balance soon... I just needed to get this off my chest. 🧵