(Then you can live a long time, yes... But then everyone will begin to be offended that you are insensitive and not attentive.)
In order to live indefinitely, you must have psychologists on a cosmic scale and pills of the same level, because over the years, the accumulated experience, grievances, fears are pressed so that you don’t really want to live now, what millennia are there.. But u can simply become callous & distant.
I am insignificant and my feelings are same and unfair, dishonest, wrong... I understand this. And it doesn't seem to hurt as much as the first time.
My gallery is called "Department of Cute" and this is the biggest sarcasm in my life. I can create this feeling. It's a little nice for the viewer. He smiles a little. A priori, I'm incapable of anything else.
It’s an incredibly painful feeling when a your friend says, “Your style is not one of those that I like. Yes, you draw beautifully, but it’s not mine.” And so you understand that no matter what you draw for him, he won’t really like it. He'll say it's "cute" and thank you. Pain and uselessness...
If anyone had told me 10 years ago that I would be drawing a live snake-train that hunts a coyote in the desert, I would have thought that they were laughing at me... #furryart#Livingmachine#technomorph
I perceive everything as moralizing.. I don't like it when someone tries to change my words, my reactions, my thoughts towards something or someone. I`m taught to “speak correctly” as if I were a chatGPT. I don`t like it. But it seems this is the only road to survival. And I'm very sad about this.
