Bam. Parking fines. Bam. HRT costs which are going up significantly soon. Bam. My heart. My gut. My everything. I can't do this any more. I don't have the strength for this any more.

I can't take DIY because now my parents are putting together the details of the shitty grey market healthcare I've been on. They wouldn't do it. They'd put themselves at harm to stop me doing it. I've worked so hard to get them to come around I can't go through that too.