And you already knew that.

And importantly- I Would. Ive been looking for decades. The way this works, I've met people who, in their paradigm, inarguably theyre masters and know more than I do. Their paradigm doesnt always apply. Mastery means, if you have a problem, nobody can answer your question definitively. It depends

"Mr. I know more about magick than anybody else..." Yeah. In general. Specialization is a thing. I dont claim expertise in anybodys particular paradigm- they know way more than me. How magick works though? In general? I acknowledge peers. Ive yet to meet someone I acknoledge as a master above me.

Unfortunately, we're all broken in ways. Because this world is what it is. And if I have to sift through shards that cut me... well... for the rarity I seek, scars are compulsory.

Yeah, i do have a type. I dont think its what you are thinking. Its someone deep in the magick as me. Who doesnt find me weird. Who can hang with what I bring. Whose got the feywild in their soul. Who can walk with Me.

Im surely not the only person who saw an imperial walker there...

Being "heard" and validated in "feeling however you need to feel" Is a middle management tactic to shut people up. Its annoying when the hedonistic fluffy use it to dodge having to feel badly about their choices. I know that trick. Own Your Shit.

Thats a tough one though, considering functional objective reality and the apathy of the general population.

So, why are my notifications stuck 10 days ago? A number of people have followed me, i got the email, but in going to follow them back? Nothing. Did I annoy the bluesky gods or something?

No, I aint ok. Not at all.