My Gma is going to be visiting until Monday evening and I am so stressed out about it! I am rather uncomfortable hosting family when I'm emotionally stable so you can imagine how unprepared I am for this visit when I am merely on the way to stability. Ahhhh

Also seeing my family always throws a wrench in my mental and emotional health. I have to mask several foundational aspects of who I am, not bc I'm hiding those things but for reasons that are unclear to me tbh. It messes with my perception of my identity to be around my family.