It feels weird coming back into furry stuff after a while of putting it on pause. I've been a furry since I was 14/15 when I knew what it was called. But now that I'm older and coming back into it.. I feel kind of like a stranger. Like I don't fit in anymore. Idk what this is

I feel you. I did the same 2-3 years ago after about 15 years out of it. It's hard to see where you fit in. But hopefully you'll find it in time.