I wish I could consistently get therapy but I can't because I'm in a bad environment for getting therapy and I just really need to talk to a professional about everything because I'm bottling up so much even from friends because I'm sure they are tired of me venting about the same things

Mood journals aren't helping because it doesn't feel like it does anything compared to expressing everything to someone but I would rather vent to a professional than my friends at this point. I love them for the support they give when I do vent to them but I just need help at this point...