The hardest thing in the world is being so invested in someone else's happiness and adoring them, but knowing there is just nothing that I can do to make them smile when they're sad. I can just be there, tell them how much I care, and hope they rediscover their smile... because they deserve it.
I feel like rancid but I look like I'm about to go cry playing With or Without you in a shitty U2 cover band.
I took a nap in the park. And I woke up with 20 dollars in my pocket.
I’ve never had a self confidence issue. I’ve never not believed in myself. Ive never believed I have no value. However, I have become tired of caring for those who do not care that I care. I am hurt by those who can’t see the me beneath the surface. I have become afraid of others.
If they say Who cares if one more light goes out? In the sky of a million stars It flickers, flickers Who cares when someone's time runs out? If a moment is all we are We're quicker, quicker Who cares if one more light goes out? Well I do
Tonight I am not okay. I just can't shake this feeling. But I can't scream for help either because my friends need me strong.
A bitterness grows in a heart that once held nothing but love. Do I let it go, let it grow, or seek the love that I have lost.