I need help. Mental and Financial. It's worse than what i've been putting out there, and I've been afraid for so long to tell everyone. But I'm in a position right now that if I don't seek help then it's just going to get worse. Please look in the thread for everything.

Mental wise: It's not just a burnout. I think I have ADHD and some other underlying mental issues. I'm looking into low/no cost mental help, and have a number to call tomorrow. I keep losing track of time. Keep getting lost in something for hours. Forgetting things. I'm scared.