This year has fucking sucked.

We have one more that I couldn't pull from but it's relatively close so even if I can't get a new vehicle like... tomorrow... I hope we can figure it out.

Also returned home to Payton having an issue with his third eyelid on one eye. So. You know. All signs point to me going deep. Deep. Deeeeep in debt. Hopefully nothing worse is lurking behind Payton's health. Our agility season is basically over. Not entering our last few to save money now.

Came home & gave Princess Sprinkles her ceremonial last wash + vacuum. I do not have the money but have no choice now, so I'm about to drown myself in debt trading her in for an SUV of my own. Hopefully within the next few days I can get to the dealership and the finances will... well. 💸

Funny I just started looking at the link between menopause and migraines this weekend. I didn't mention it, he was the first to bring it up. He also poked a pressure point related to hormonal issues & it felt like I was being stabbed... He's going to work up a full plan, we'll regroup next week.

I was literally so excited that this was the last month and I finished paying off what I put on that 0% promo card so I was about to have one less payment going out JUST KIDDING, FUCK ME FOREVER

The clinic allowed me to do a payment plan for the MRI so that helps a tiny bit. 6mo to pay off Payton's expensive senior dog vet visit on CareCredit. 0% interest promo period is about to run out on my credit card so that doesn't help with the tires. maybe get another card with the same offer? geh.

guy at the auto store: "I wouldn't do a lot of highway driving on it like this" me: "...welp" literally nothing but plenty of highway driving over the next three weeks

I still need to pay off my MRI. I have money in my savings account but I suspect it would take ALL OF IT and it might not even be enough.

Bailed on the front/the backup plan on a blind in JWW but I really wanted to show him a particular jump so I hung around a beat too long, ended up having to rear. Lucky a friend mentioned a rear elsewhere & I walked it that way once... said "okay that's plan C." Running the course like PLAN C IT IS