ill continue to put in 12 hour days and planning new things. making new things. trying new things. making new products. i dont want to give up, and i dont think i will. i dont want to stretch myself too thin but i really do need to diversify the things i produce to gain the reach i need
sorry for the vent btw i JUST STARTED USING THIS AND IM LIKE DAMN theres just a lot on my mind i want to make everyhting work. i want to make art a living, i want to meet more people and go to conventions and interact with the people that know my work. and ill continue to work my ass off to make it
i constantly feel like i got lucky to find the people i have in my life, and knowing that they just like me as a person regardless of the content i produce. i have a p solid support system so im not drowning and auto pressing the reset button on myself.
i used to have an instagram with a pretty solid following base but it got overwelming for me as a teen so i abandoned it. ive mainly been using twitter the last 3 years and now i need to start dual wielding. i wish there was an easier way to reach people. i cant tell if im washed or not
of my anxiety and wanting to disappear and come out a different person, to not be seen or known. im slowly getting out of that head space but i find myself so frustrated that i need to start over again. i've been working so hard to get somewhere and it feels like im back to square one
because ya kno social media is very very fickle and im just one person producing things i enjoy and hoping people find the things i draw interesting enough to support me. I've gained solid followings before but its very demoralizing to have to do it over and over again. in the past it was because
i'm really hoping i can gain a following here as well while twitter just kinda goes on the biggest land slide downfall of all time. I keep thinking that all the following i've gained is due to sheer luck and being in the right place at the right time. its hard to believe people that say otherwise