Wish i could rip my teeth out without pain and bloodloss. No further clarification
Just a vent. Just gotta move forward (thats the apathy)
Like genuinely 90's cartoon nerd shit. What a catch. Im not proud of myself but the constant exhaustion makes it hard to have "thats it" moment and just get tf up and fix it. Apathy and anger is most of whats left and its hurting everyone
Having friends and coworkers 3-4 years younger and they just have it. Their shit. Its all together. And im struggling with basic shit like keep my room clean. Take regular showers. Remember to take your meds and put cream on your dry skin so you dont get sores
Been feeling really down lately my coworkers be talking about moving out and graduations and future plans etc and im just forced to think about how im getting a little too old to have no plans, no passions, no stable income, living with my mom. Idk. Everyone got they own journey but it sucks
I feel so stupid whining about burnout and other thing when it can be summed up with "im tired" and when you say it like thatits lile yeah whoops i need to get my shit together but the problem is just that. I just cant and its getting harder. But nothing seems to help it long term
On my mother this will get finished one day I am trying so hard to be normal and just. do things
Anyways heres some straight up dicks i drew yesterday. Theyre not very pretty i dont draw much anymore and it sucks and i dont have a passion for anything anymore BUT i know deep in my heart that sasaki isaburo from gintama is hung as heeeeell.........
Wanted to replay it since i beat it 2 years ago but just never did and then my eternal curse from within (adhd) just didnt let me. Having a lot of fun replaying with a controller this time despite having to install some drivers to get it to work with a PS5 controller
I'm a little annoyed steam somewhere removed all of my achievement progress on bloodstained: ritual of the night BUUT it did finally give me enough reason to just replay the whole game