I didn't just want the goth gf, I wanted to understand the goth gf. and if I was going to understand the goth gf, I had to become the goth gf.

goth girls r so magical

I wish I had a chance to make her feel worshipped every single day

her brush is her lips, her canvas is my neck

I was having a genuinely good day!

I just feel so drained and empty

I feel so defeated, pathetic, and worthless.

it's so incredibly hard for me because, I want to make the folks in my life proud, I want them to be proud to say that they know me. but how can they even be proud if I'm not proud of myself? stuck on the bottom rung getting beaten down every day, unable to stand up for myself.

I was actually having a good day today and then my manager came in and was instantly disrespectful to me without even saying hello, I've had it. I already have so much going on in life I don't need this dehumanization it's wrong to treat anyone like that.

goth girl takes her puppygirl to the party on a leash, hands her off to the first person to take interest. she's led away and passed around for the rest of the night.