So, as context, through therapy I am realizing I have almost no capacity to pick up social cues. To a point where I forget that they are things I am missing. The only thing I do notice is when people stop talking to me. And I think at that point I have no avenue of recovery.

I can't explain something I don't know that I am not perceiving But it sure as fuck sucks to deal with the consequences of people acting towards me in ways I do not have context for