With my 29th birthday coming up, I’ve been in this depressed mood. There’s a lot of things I just don’t wanna do anymore. I now enjoy being alone. I now enjoy not being online or participating in social media. I hope something will come of this. If not? Throwing in the towel isn’t an issue.

Sounds like a burnout for the most part. Don't blame you either tbh but you have been making new connections and I've been enjoying the streams you do. Whatever you do tho, I just want you to be happy. 🫂