Exactly. I was just talking to someone the other day about how we don’t even remember what it was like to not be sick and in pain. Maybe that’s a blessing. If you can’t remember it you don’t know what you’re missing?

I can’t remember when I last felt good but I definitely know what I’m missing.

Definitely not a blessing. A survival mechanism, or a coping mechanisms at best.

I had about a week back in college where I felt absolutely amazing, could sprint up the stairs like it was nothing 😫 annnd then it was gone again. No idea why.