Thanks, Leo
New stream setup is 90% done. Only thing left is checking stability. Unsure if i'll come back immediately, though. To be honest I feel... Like I'm impacted by things on a level a lot deeper than is visible, and that kinda thing is gonna stunt me in streams lol. Will maintain my mid-October goal
I forget so easily how loved I am. It just disappears from my soul the moment it's not here. I need to set up more times to be with others. More time to feel cared about.
As I slowly stumble back to my feet and set up my new (temporary?) home Im realising all my worst thoughts and feelings are coming from the same place. Something that was agitated majorly by getting thrown out but has very deep roots. Emotional impermanence. A BPD symptom I often deal with.
Every single person who's messaged me to check on me or donated something have really helped carry me through this garbo time.
Holyshitholyshit I am finishing up paid commissions tomorrow-Wed and sending drafts of comf emotes to raise funds for one of my lovely mods @byasura.bsky.social (Azzy) and I'm...super happy to see everyone who has helped so far 💕
I currently have a home and a place to sleep, but the future of the home is very unstable and this side of my family is trying their best to support me and themselves. Having to move out again is inevitable for me, unfortunately. I just hope it doesn't come soon.
Anything put towards Proj's very generous offer will go into a special account where savings for a future home will be before I place it into a Lifetime ISA. Thank you so much to Proj for this.