There's a disulfiram shortage so I've been off it for awhile and I'm stuck downtown due to the bridges being up and I haven't had to fight the temptation to drink in awhile. Luckily it's just at the back of my mind rather than shouting in my face but I still hate it

Having an extreme aversion to the first day of my work week doesn't help but at the same time it's just the first hour or so which I'll be missing due to being late so that helps a lot Still I hate having these intrusive thoughts still no matter how small