I genuinely hope that after I recover from my actual physical sickness, that I will be able to recover some more of myself. This year broke me down in a lot of ways. Things I could not have possibly predicted that were ultimately my problems to face. I did my best to never bother folks with it.

Having moved once more hopefully means I will have a chance to start over again. Though... I am not quite sure what starting over will entail this time. Maybe it is time to fully clean the slate. Online, in-person. Become someone new altogether. It's not like I haven't done so before.