I’ve left Mabel home alone while I go to work. She’s actually fine but I almost lost my shit with her. I’m so tired of everything with her being maximum hard. Try to take her for a walk before I leave. No don’t want to go. Finally get her out by driving. Don’t want to go home.

Give her medication. Doesn’t want it and spits it out no matter what treats it’s in. I just got so enraged I had to just leave. I am trying so so so hard and nothing works and she doesn’t even seem to like me much tbh