sorry, that doesn’t sound like you’ve been having fun at all! :/ i thrive on energy drinks, caffeine, and dextroamphetamines. they let me do 20 things instead of strugging to do one thing, but i still can’t finish a book. 🤣

When I was about 14-15 a 900 page historical fiction hardback novel was like, premium entertainment. I just need somewhere quiet and safe and clean with no distractions lol and I haven't had that for a while I think.