Hot damn was I not ready for it to take that drastic of a turn And hot damn was I not ready to get attached to and then bawl over a character who’s so minor in every other Transformers continuity

Started feeling bad and decided to take a klonopin and read a comic in which I had gotten quite attached to the characters, particularly one Had got around to get through Transformers MTMTE Read issues #15 and #16 and now even with klonopin in my system I’m left with a crushed soul ;-;

Update: I have managed to in a trance like writing state complete the rough draft for personality and appearance I also completed the rough draft I was making for her Donkey stooge partner These two bozos shall stay in my clown alley archive till I can finalize them and get around to comming art

With this being the third time so far there’s no way she’s gonna see the proper light of art for at least 6 months as a rough ball estimate lmao

Having one of those nights where I can’t slow down my mind and body, so I start blasting Vocaloid music and start writing a description for yet another clown sona This jester skunk is channeling her energy into me and I must abide to her call as if David held Michelangelo’s hand as he chiseled

Playing Pokémon Mystery Dungeon Explorers of Sky for the first time and I can’t help but think of all the people I know who had an awakening in wanting to be turned into a Pokémon thanks to it But since I never played it until now, my mind can’t shake the embarrassing fact that Poképark Wii was mine

Also I already know I love Salem solely due to her being a skunk and a villain

Played Indigo Park for the first time and think I’m already hooked on these mascots Rambley of course is good, but goddamn I need more Lloyd: Actor Full of himself Talks like a dork Vaguely ringmaster Needing more of him

Having 3 balloon animals on my person while in the vicinity of the Marriott is not that surprising considering the clown who’s giving this information

I ordered the FWA pool toy party on Wish and this is what I got