oh my god I'm glad I didn't permanently Shrek myself
i feel like a lasagna of anxiety
also my parents are coming over to drop off furniture in a few min and they stress me out. and im super busy this weekend and next weekend. and full time job is busy. and art job is busy. and then i have to get ready for my large halloween party. election ?!?! i am overwhelmed several levels
i'm quite stressed right now cause work may send me to south korea again in 2 weeks, but i don't know yet. the jet lag absolutely destroyed my mental health last time so i'm having a lot of anxiety over it, and i'm too worn out rn to cope by "just working super hard" like i usually do
finally officially waitlisted for MFF. also waitlisted for ANE. after missing AC due to illness and missing signing up for FD due to travel, i'm not feeling great about my convention future. may focus on crowdfunding instead.