right ear isnt popping when I move my jaw again... ugh... I'm getting over this... ENT is going to open tomorrow, Im gonna straight up ear follow up.

I'm glad my boyfriend stays with me. I can't lose him.

Im so messed up, I just want to be underneath my boyfriend.

Took my first dose of insulin today, been awhile since I've been on it. like a whole week cause of my ears...

just want to be with him..

Checked my right ear, somewhat ear pain, but drum is not perforated, I feel no holes, some time it pops when I swallow, and sometimes it doesn't. I want it constant like it was 5 days ago. Still feels like wax buildup..

Thinking of signing back to Netflix; Ive been on Disney+ for so long, its like I seen all it has to offer, maybe I just miss having live TV.

My main concern was in my left ear, it is popping normally, every time. I accidentally slapped by right ear, cause a fly went inside it. I only heard ringing just for a few seconds and my hearing went to normal, but its experiencing the same symptoms as my left ear.

And sometimes it feels like pure swimmers ear on the right, just REALLY FUCKING ITCHY; mom says thats a good thing though, cause its a sign of healing.

ngl; it feels like this, I feel a hardened wall, and I feel it touching my ear drum on my right ear, make the reasons why when I move my jaw up and down I cant feel my right ear pop. I may need to see a ENT..