"Why don't you go to therapy???" Therapy is a scam. No one who was supposed to help me understand me and every therapist thinks EMDR will solve all my issues. They put way too much faith in EMDR but no amount of EMDR will undo the long term childhood trauma I had to endure.

EMDR only works temporarily for me and after some time the effects wear off and more and more traumatic memories resurface. It's a bottomless pit. My brain has become "wired" to the trauma and it's beyond fixing by EMDR.