I guess what I'm saying is I hate that my hobby has to become work to be seen as valid
like idk if I could just improve slowly on my own terms instead of feeling pressure to do studies and grind grind grind, then ok that'd be fine. but I don't know many artists who aren't actively improving their work constantly so it makes me think I'm not very good at this whole thing
this is what made me fall off from drawing. I can't create without seeing how it could be better so I just give up bc my shaky hands won't work with me
idk I just feel discouraged by the obsession with technical skill, it feels like if you're not jaw-droppingly good your art isn't seen as valid
if they're not gay or trans they're gonna be aspec or something I don't make the rules (yes i do)
making 99% of my OCs some flavor of queer to keep the phobes on their toes
get u a girl with a thicc pileus
