Rrf. Awake but have another headache that won't go down easy. I finally meet with my psychiatrist in a couple hours. This sedation is still kicking my butt. I could fall back asleep again.

I'm a little annoyed he didn't respond to my texts, but he did give me 40 mins for free a couple weeks ago. I feel like the Remeron is helping, but the drowsiness is pretty significant. And of course I still get depressed. My hope is it gets easier to pull myself out.