Maybe I don’t see her that way. Maybe I just desperately wanted anything from anyone and it’s easier to choose someone long distance to fulfill that need for me. I know I really like her. I just don’t think I can keep up with her at the level she truly deserves from a partner. Even if she’s poly

Everyone deserves their time being respected. Though this could all be in my head too idk. Aghhh. I’m sick to my stomach. I’m a fraud of a person. All I’ve ever had to give was love. In a world like this that ain’t enough. I wish I was on that beach. Then again that could be another idea planted tha