insomnia said “lol no”
i actually feel sleepy, maybe ill sleep better tonight
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maybe the path forward is always going to be tough and i just need to let things be as they are until the universe lends me a clue.
it feels impossibly hard to find new raw ambition and motivation to try something else and see where it goes, it's just as hard to try and dig back up what i thought was the answer too. what was the point of all my vague aspirations and the things that inspired me all this time.
did i try hard enough with animating or did i just give up too easily. having the degree always hurts because it feels like despite the opportunities i've had it didn't lead to much. it's hard to find something else and start over.
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insomnia strikes again