because there's bills to pay and our fridge is pretty much empty and the platform i had that i could announce comms and actually get traction is gone. and what i supposed to do? plan out? just throw shit at the wall until something sticks? what happens happens, nobody notices if i'm gone why care
and instagram have a problem on it's desktop version tot he point it cant even load. it's been extremely frustating to find any enjoyment in anytthing at all, and my situation offline does not help. can't find a job, pass day after day home all day caring for my sick mother and getting desperate->
now what i have is just emptiness, this place is somewhere i can start again but honestly its just been underwhelming. newgrounds is a thing but not enough, cohost which was promising and actually a fun place to post now will be archived, discord can be a good way to make a name but too privated ->
yknow no one will see and if they do they'll ignore it so fuck it after losing twitter i've been in the most agonizing boredom and dissapointment ever, years of work to build a small but welcoming base all down the drain because of the ego of a manchild billionaire and a dictator prototype ->
EMERGENCY COMMS Didn't want to put it like this but our situation is getting desperate and we urgently need raise some money asap. All options have a -10$ discount for 5 slots #emergency-commissions#commissions-open#nsfwart
