The urge for an orchi is growing due to increasing t levels and terrible hrt swings

“Nothing finer then a good old dysphoria induced depression “ -mark twain, c1776

Here’s a first for me: Found out I’ll be getting laid….. off in about 6 months from my company. Still no drinking for me and I’m surprisingly taking this well. Freedom and fresh start when I’m transitioning is a bit serendipitous to be my authentic self.

🙏🩷 Ty!

I’ve been sober for two weeks. The mental clarity has returned, my puffiness and bloating is going down, it’s getting easier to look in the mirror. Honestly three weeks ago I’d not think I would make it this far.

Not out of the woods yet but seeing the light, a bit. Really challenged my nascent sobriety and I managed to stay dry.

Nothing like some good old dysphoria self hatred to power my day. Can only hope the sleep and a meditation and a book will help end this two day streak

I know it’s a big adjustment for my partner to see me presenting as femme as I can but at some point her anxiety will settle right? *sighs *. At least I’m sober 7 days!

Fuck dysphoria and my problem face. I can’t stand to see myself or be seen and I just feel so wrong.

Signaling 6 more hours of waiting in airport security