Yeah... I have videos that do fairly well for a small channel. Hair videos, cooking videos. My best one got around 2k. The second I tag queer bookish stuff, I feel like I'm lucky to hit 200 views. This makes me think there's bad reasons for that.

You're a professional and one I respect and have known a long time now. I can testify to the quality of your work. I also feel like there are bad reasons for why that's happening, and I feel like we need to look into them.