I'm right there with you. I'm literally going over my media textbooks from univeristy so, when my next three videos are done, I can start doing reviews of old monster movies. The world feels so dark right now, and in many ways I just want to create something that makes people happy.

Point is, you shouldn't feel bad for taking time to enjoy yourself. Life isn't all about struggle, it's about savouring the time we have on this earth. As the song goes: "Small art and love and beauty their trudging spirits knew— Yes, it is Bread we fight for—but we fight for Roses, too."