I am still. Even now. So lonely.
Drunk at nearly 3:30am is not my usual status. But man. How I wish my life were so different than it is right now.
I'm too drunk and too sentimental. I wish, god I wish, I had someone who would cook meats over a dimly lit fire with me on a camping/RV trip with me, as I see people streaming such an experience. I keep thinking to the early 2000's and how that was just...how things were. God I miss it.
I hope its not repetitive to say opening twitter, realizing i dont want to see any of that, opening bluesky and seeing my friends and community interact, is so much nicer
i was wondering why none of the jp/kr artists i followed recently were showing up in my feeds and it's because of this -_- ... turned it off and now everything's showing up 😬
I'm so tired. I'm trying to stay positive but this whole last week has just been emotionally devastating, and my physical disabilities are acting up after a week of stressing my body out doing athletics. I just feel so beat up.
No, you ( are amazing )