Hospital visits all with different conclusions; some saying Cancer others saying alternative things. From scans & bloods all being either inconclusive or otherwise. I've been very tired and I've been a very mixed bag of emotions lately cause I'm in a constant state of frustration

... But lately people have noticed I haven't been my up-beat and happy chirpy self the past week or so and I've felt like shite holding back from friends and people I care about for so long (cause I'm quite a private person). So I'd rather be open about it now...