last mentally ill post of the day but I hate when I'm sitting in my bpd puddle and the playlist I randomly choose to listen to has some lame music in it like anything by gnash that almost breaks me out of the horrible feelings bc his music is so bad

as you can see my bpd management is going well :)

I have almost no friends anymore and the ones I do have still don't really act like I mean much to them. why am I cursed to be unimportant

I have done almost nothing the past week besides lay in bed and feel like I'm gonna start bawling but then nothing comes out bc it's all just a void

me wheb I do not have my medication and the empty soul consuming pit inside my chest gets larger and larger until I feel the most crushing sadness but also the most nothing void ever at the same time

man I don't wanna do anything I just wanna sleep for five years

I have been without my medication for like. a week. and I am already at the lowest i have been all year

my message to the people buy me metaphor refantazio because my wallet is in pain rn

CONGRATS TO YOU BOTH !!!!!

THANK YOU!!!!!